It's our 2nd Anniversay today :) wow! time flys by so fast!!! And in another couple of months.. my little munchkin will be 2... speaking of 2... he's very good at saying "twoooo" hehe!!!
My hubby made me so happy when he did this tattoo for me... "US" He said he wanted to go ask bout it, so i thought.. we were "just going to ask bout it" In the end, he did it hehe! very happy!!!! We've been talking bout getting our names tatted on us... but never got round to doing it :( Im not allowed anymore... until i get some removed.... thats gonna be in ages and ages... sighs... i really want one
:( my last one...
I think this tattoo is awesome ;) But i also think that some shading should be added... we'll see how when we return for a touch up ;) :) :p
If a person tattoo's your name on them, they REALLY DO LOVE YOU. If a person is hesitant on whether or not they should tattoo your name on them.. then maybe u should start questioning on your love for each other. (Just my thoughts.) I want to tatt it, but im not allowed... *grinssssss*
Thank you honey, for everything you've done for me and given me... and cutie Ryan also *Hugz & kisses* We'll always love you no matter what... FOREVER... even after the world explodes and when the Universe disappears ;) *Muahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
My cutie finally "actually" called me Mama <333333333333333 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ive been trying to teach him for ages and ages, he did say it sometimes, but it wasnt an everyday thing. But this evening, just before we put him to bed, i just made some hot coffee to drink, he came over and i thought he was gonna bug be like he usually does.... i asked him if he wanted to drink water? he said he didnt want to... ok... then he pointed at me and said "Mama" I was soooo surprised and happy!!!
He pointed and said "Mama" again... omg, makes my heart melt when i think bout it now :) Its one of those moments in life where everything is blanked out, and only the thing that made you happy is in ur mind... Just like the first time he smiled at me :) Which was, just after i gave birth, the nurse cleaned Ryan, then came back in.. he was crying.. like all newborns do, the nurse leaned forward for me to see my baby, and i said
"Awwww, he's so cute!!!" -Ryan just stopped crying and opened his eyes... then smiled at me then started crying again.... lol, I'll never ever forget these 2 moments... ever! Its something very very special to me, and until now.. im still getting all mushy thinking bout it teehee! He's so cute! So many more cute loving moments to come...
Me & my hubby spend our nights playing poker, such fun... thats if ur into poker :p It can be addicting at times... there have been times where im like "ok, last game..." but then i keep on playing... oh well, better than going out & wasting money drinking alcohol right?... *ahem!* hehe!!! <3
Just got back from Ipoh yesterday... god one thing i really must say is that... Kuala Lumpur really needs to get their act together! You see sooooooo much difference between Ipoh and KL... Ipoh is so much more cleaner, tidier, the roads are AMAZING! so smooth! kinda reminds me of NZ roads :) Their plants are alot nicer also, people obey the road rules (im sure they do, i didnt go everywhere, but the part i was at, people seemed to follow the rules) , and its peaceful there :) Uknow how in crappy KL you see all those ad's stuck on the public phones, bus stops... basically all public property! Including road signs which are very useful and important for people to find their way to their destination.... well i didnt see any of this stupid act in Ipoh... not even 1. Serious! I honestly dunno why KL is so fucked up, and majority of the people living in KL dont know how to use their brains. Alot of things are common sense, and yet, they still go ahead and do things which are wrong... makes me wanna drop kick their asses all the time!
I wouldnt mind living in Ipoh, even though its so quiet and everything is so weird.. lol! like the shops they open at really weird times compared to KL... but i guess ive grown out of that "I want everything in fast pace and totally happening phase." I prefer peace to noise and id rather be a loner than popular.
Things there seem cheap, and the houses... my god their estate is wayyyyy bigger than KL no doubt! cheaper also ;) So many nice houses with big gardens, clean roads, no litter, clean air... you dont have to grin and say "ewwww" when u are out and about, unlike KL = POLUTION!!!! ... what more could u ask for?
Anyhow, ive come to realise that life is short, and u should treasure every moment you have with your family and loved ones. Even though things mightve been tough in the past... fast forward to the furture... time is ticking... cherish, treasure, love, care and appreciate. I miss my mum... i do regret treating her the way i did in the past... im sorry mummy :(
Some things are a little personal to let out online, ive learnt my lesson and shall not do again. Sometimes it may seem that i dont appreciate things that i have, but honestly i do. Maybe i show it in a different way that others dont understand? -That i will change.
Ive come to conclusion that i need to grow up be a better ME. You dont need to know what im talking bout, cuz i know what im talkin bout ;) I know and will do much better. Hard to put into words at this time of the day... i cant concentrate... shall continue later....
I have nearly everything that a Normal Woman could want... and i will not ask for more. Good things come out of the blue. Dont have such high expectations in life, it'll only put more weight on you & have you expecting more. Give and take is very important, and if u only know how to take... it's your loss.
I have the Best Husband in the Universe, and the Cutest toddler in the whole Galaxy... Im happy as i am now and i wouldnt ask for anything more. Thank you D for picking me and giving me this wonderful life.... You're one in a million and i will always Love and Support you through our destined life together <3 I Love You Always & Forever!!!
Look at my 2 Stud Muffin's teehee!!! -In Ipoh :)