★ Smile baby!
Date: Wednesday, February 27, 2008 | Time: 6:22 PM
My little Munchkin smiled at me again at exactly 1am today hehe!!! So cute!
Strange, when im holding him and looking at him closely, he doesnt look that small... but when my hubby is holding him and im looking from a distance... Ryan looks so tiny!!!
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Hehe!!!
Date: Tuesday, February 26, 2008 | Time: 10:19 PM
My bro has a gf lol! Its so WIERD!, its like i still see him as a lil kid.. even tho he's grown. Strange....
Time flys by so quick u dont even notice how much has happened... Its like... in a blink of an eye, my Ryan will be crawling... talking... then walking... then all of a sudden he's running around screaming and laughing lol!
So that why, when peeps say "Cherish every moment while it lasts..." U should... cuz u cant turn back time... it'll only keep on moving forward.
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Exercise!!!
Date: Sunday, February 24, 2008 | Time: 12:20 AM
Im pretty annoyed! I really wanna wear my clothes, but i cant fit into some of them... specially my jeans!!! I know i can always buy new ones, but there are some that i really like and u cant get them anymore! Shitty!!!
Anyway, i bought a scale yesterday... and a yoga mat! hehe! I can start exercising now... im not gonna do yoga, i just need the mat to support my back when im doin sit ups.
So sad... ive only lost a few kgs since birth... i was 47kgs before pregnancy, 64kgs when pregnant, now im 56 kgs. Thats only 8kgs gone!!! I expected so much more!
Im the type of person whose always anxious, and want things fast. So yeah... Im expecting to lose more weight faster when i start exercising. *crosses fingers & toes*
Btw... Did u know that having sex after pregnancy doesnt always mean that you'll be loose. I felt like a fucken virgin! LMAO! true dat, i asked my hubby if i was loose and he said "Nope... kinda hard to get in"
Downside is that you wont feel the awesome sensation till after a while, cuz ur vagina is still healing (thats if u had natural birth.)
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Smile!
Date: | Time: 12:08 AM
My sweety smiled at me!!! The first time was when he was just born, i'll never forget that moment :)
Just now, At exactly
9:23pm Saturday 23rd Febuary 2008, I was playing with Ryan, he was laying on my lap and i was was laughing at him cuz he was making funny faces, then he suddenly turn his funny face into a smile! An actual smile like a happy smile that lasted like 10 seconds!!! God im happy!!!
It's the cutetest little smile thats so priceless :D
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Ryan talking
Date: Saturday, February 23, 2008 | Time: 11:06 PM
NOTE: IF U WANNA HEAR RYAN "GOO-GOO AND GA-GA" REMEMBER TO STOP THE MUSIC FIRST ;)
Isn't he so cute! Sometimes it's like he's really trying to talk to me... i just talk back to him in baby language sometimes hehehehe!!!
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Oh so fragile!
Date: Thursday, February 21, 2008 | Time: 9:38 PM
Went to see the doc early today... Did a Pap smear test... gawd dammit it hurt a lil! i think im still a lil fragile :(
I was already planning on asking him to give me BCP's but he suggested it himself hehe! I know ive said crap bout BCP's, but this is different. Im married and i only do it with my husband... i know he's clean and so am i. So we're not afraid of nothing. If u got sumn to say or disagree... "I dont give a fuck."
Anyway, its my 1st time takin them, so yeah. I dont plan of having another baby right now, or in a few yrs time. My hubby wants another one, not now.. but sometime. Im currently not so syked bout getting preggy. Ive had enough for now lol!
Just thinking bout the whole pregnancy and birth thingy gives me the heebie geebies! I dont even know when ill get my figure back... so NO BABIES for now.. till im ready! hehe!
I dont even mind just having 1 baby... but anyhow.. if.. and when time goes by, we decide to have another one.. then yeah...
I did the deed hehe! Gawd my legs were shaking! think its been a while thats why :p
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ N.Y's Resolution...
Date: | Time: 2:21 AM
I've finally thought of a New years resolution... well, this is my late N.Y's resolution hehe!!!
"To smile more and not get pissed off so easily"
If i achieve it.. my hubby will be real happy im sure :)
I havent been myself lately.. specially being pregnant n all.. then giving birth... shits been getting me moody, unhappy and cranky.
If only one would understand why and what ive gone through....... Nobody knows or understands, but me.
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Yayerz!
Date: | Time: 2:14 AM
Oh i cant wait!
I have a appt at 11am... to see my doctor ;)
Did you know that we spend hella heapz on formula milk and diapers... damn its like 1tin of formula a week, and 1 pack of diapers every 2 weeks (depending on how many are in the pack.)
Anyway.... if ur diaper brand sux, then u should try Pureen diapers. Ive tried alot of brands and i rekon that Pureen and huggies are the best! They hold in more poo and pee than others.. and they dont leak. ;)
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Dedicated to my one & only Sweetheart!
Date: Tuesday, February 19, 2008 | Time: 9:49 AM
Wherever you go, whatever you do,
Whenever you need me
How can I say how much you've done for me
How much I have just knowing I have you
You touched my world
And I'll never be the same
You touched my heart
And know everything has changed
You are the one in this life I'll remember
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
Wherever you are
My heart is with you
No matter how far I'll always be near
Whenever you need me
I will be right here
There'll always be a part of you with me
I hope there'll be a part of me with you
Sweetheart just call my name
And I'll hear you on the wind
Just close your eyes
Just know I'm on your side and remember
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
Wherever you are
My heart is with you
No matter how far I'll always be near
Whenever you need me
I will be right here
And when the wind touches you
It will touch me too
And the same star you see
Will be the one that shines on me
I'll be here when you need me
I'll be here any time
Sweetheart I'm on your side so remember
I will be right here.
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Gettin' Things Done!
Date: | Time: 9:04 AM
Ryan has started using a pacifier. We didnt wanna let him use one cuzza addiction later on, but OMG! we can hardly do anything sometimes, cuz he keeps whining and screaming.
So no choice, but to stuff a pacifier in his mouth to shut him up for a while hehe!!! Atleast we can get things done :)
I have time to do another face mask right now hehe!!! And also had time to make soup also!
He's a really lazy sleeper also (Look at the pic down there) But then, sometimes he sleeps like an innocent angel lol!
There other night, he pooed and i was changing his diapers, just right after im done, im feel he's all wet on the bum and back, i say "Ryan... did u pee pee again?" He looked at me all wierd with his big eyes and didnt move at all.... that "Oh no... im in trouble" look.... then he puked out his milk... i say "Aiyo!!! what happened???" and he gave me a cheeky little smirk and giggled lol! After his little cute giggles.... he spat more milk at me Lmao! I wasnt mad at all... i laughed and cleaned him up.
Gosh! sometimes u get annoyed... but then at the end of the day, it all goes away, cuz he makes u smile and laugh :)
He's such a little darling.... (when he's not naughty!)
Just look at his photos and say "Awwwww" :p
BTW: I gave him a haircut... can u tell?
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ It's Real...
Date: Monday, February 18, 2008 | Time: 11:48 PM
Remember when i said....
"Lou Gong I LOVE YOU NO MATTER what happens during our times together. I know that after everything and anything that happens... We'll always work it out & It ALWAYS ends with kisses and hugz! I know that You'll ALWAYS LOVE ME, & I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ...."Well... it's true... Its real.... The feelings that we feel
I can't explain the way you make me feel, Everytime you tell me that you love me, you know you did so many times, Just when i thought that love could never be a part of me, That's when you came along & showed me happiness, Baby you are the best, I think you're different from the rest... I really love you
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Goodbye...
Date: Friday, February 15, 2008 | Time: 9:20 AM
I do regret saying those things i said before... but uknow, sometimes when ur mad, u think and say things you dont mean. And i dont mean what i said... it was just the heat at that moment.
I got a hair cut... hehe!!!
Ryan got his injection the other day... poor little munchkn cried till he had no breathe! lol!!!
He's 4kgs now! wow thats alot of weight since the last time he was weighed.. and that was only last month. He was 2.48kgs before.
Since he eats alot, i dont blame him for putting on weight so fast! Just as long as he doesnt grow up to be a little fatty hahaha!!!
He's sleeping well right now... i managed to do a face mask for once!
Its like i can never manage to do things properly without having to rush cuz he might wake up and cry.
I dont look like my mum... i dont look like my dad either :
My sister and brother look like my mum, but my bro looks abit like my dad.
When i was young, and was arguing with my parents.. i said... "Did u adopt me!? cuz i dont look like you guys!!!" And they said ... "Are u crazy!!!!"
Nope...cuz i was wondering lol!
Ps: I lied bout my haircut hehe!!! :p
I just tied my hair back ;)
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Update!
Date: Saturday, February 9, 2008 | Time: 10:09 PM
Hmm.. Ive decided to make this a Pregnancy + Personal blog hehe!!!
Anyway, havent updated this thingy in ages! I have practically no time for a lot of things now. But obviously i wouldnt neglet my hubby. Thats one thing u should never do if ur married.
Ryans bein naughty lately... crying and getting annoyed alot, but thats normal... i read that, thats his way of getting ur attention.
Sleepless nights? Well, most of the time... but we do manage to get atleast some sleep!
When my mum leaves (On the 12th Feb) thats like only a few days from now... things will be abit harder for us, cuz we wont have anyone to help us anymore.
Some may think or say get a babysitter/nanny... well i dont want to. I dont trust anyone with my baby. Only people that are close and that i know.. ill let them hold, touch, carry or look after.
Im over protective maybe, but hey... thats my job! Imma mother, and i wont let anything happen to my baby. Unlike some stupid fucks who dont know what being a parent/s is all about. Makes me sick sometimes humph!
Anyway... its nearly 6 weeks, and ill be seeing my doctor!!! "Yay!!!" I guess some are wondering why im excited? Well..... Im happy to see him cuz i wanna hear him say "You've healed and you can have SEX now..." LOL! Yes... i cant wait to have sex! & im sure my hubby cant wait either Lmao! If he doesnt feel the same then he's just wierd and ill be mad! hehe!!!
Another reason to be happy, is that ill be given the green light to start exercising. Some say after 1 mth u can exercise, but i dont wanna risk it.. i might damage myself in a way... so id rather wait :D
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ Poker Anyone?
Date: | Time: 9:43 PM
Took these pics like a few weeks ago, but i had no time to fix & upload them.. till now.
He looks all red cuzza the yellow lighting. Im too lazy to PS the pics... If i did, 1/2 way doin it, he'll probably wake up and cry, and then i wont even have time to post them up :P
I laugh when i look at these pics... he just knows how to brighten up ur day with his funny faces! ;)
"OOhh! I got good cards!!"
"Ha! You think you can beat me? No chance! :p"
"Ahh... *cries* I thought i was gonna win!"
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪
★ We Still...
Date: Sunday, February 3, 2008 | Time: 10:32 PM
I know that you and I have been through ups & downs before
But that don't mean we dont love each other
We've struggled and we've fought...
Through many years we've cried our tears
And always kept our pride aside...so you can say that...
We still...
Always love each other all the time
Never make love sour when we fight
We still...
Always say we love each other
Always up in one another
We still...
Treasure every little thing
Always stop & think that we still...
Always love each other
"I Love You My SweetHeart"
♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸ V3nniV3ttiVecci ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪