Ive been awake for a while now (11:22am) Ryan keeps waking up to eat. Like every 1 1/2hrs. He's eating soooo much, im starting to wonder if its normal to eat that much... every feed he'll eat like 3ozs... sometimes a little less if he's sleepy.
I ust want u mummies to know... "Don't buy Mamy Poko Diapers (With Poo poo pockets)" They suck! They arent thick enough, and the urine/poo leaks through the diapers and onto the back of the clothes/pants.
Its happened a few times to me... so im not gonna buy them again. Imma try Huggies ;)
Lastnight... i got pissed at again... i think its revenge hehe! j/k!!

My stitches are healing.... its not as painful as the first few days... but they still hurt every now and then....
I dont wanna look down there... i really dont wanna know what it looks like right now lol!
My hubby said "How u gonna know if uve healed if u dont look down there with the mirror?" I said "I'll know in a few weeks... ill check later.. not now, itll look gross!" hehe!!
He keeps want to see what my tummy looks like. I wont let him see, cuz of my rash marks... its darker than before, cuz my tummy has shrunk. I dont mind the flab.. its the colour of the tummy that puts me off!
When im changing he'll try to peek at my tummy... i told him that ill get MAD if he tries to look at it... I told him my reason.
He's not the type to see something gross on me and not like it uknow. Its me... i dont like what i see, so i wont let him see!
I wish i never got the rashes.... So sad *cries*