Hmmm...My hubby went out for a short drink just now... he went to a place that i havent been to... so uknow... those thoughts kinda ran through my head. I do trust him, and i know he wont do anything fishy. But i also know that its normal to feel these kinda things once in a while... everyone does no matter how much they love and trust their partner. If u dont feel these kinda things... ur just wierd and maybe u dont love ur partner enough to feel those things.
He came home missing Ryan i know hehe! and me too! (well he better have!)
My baby is sleeping nicely now.. he's been asleep for 2hrs now.. probably be waking up soon... So i better pump some more milk out for him... cuz he'll be waking up alot to get a good feed!
Its nice to see my hubby caring and loving Ryan. I know he's been wanting a child of his own.... and now me finally has one, i know he treasures every sec of his breathing life!
I know he'll do his best to give anything and everything for Ryan...
When i see him feed Ryan its so cute... and sometimes it feels like im totally ignored. Its kinda sad... i got a lil pissed off cuz i felt ignored. I didnt say anything... I guess its normal... a new baby in our family... Ryan gets all the attention, he deserves it and should have it. So i aint mad.... i understand. I just wasnt use to getting ignored... cuz my hubby has never ignored me.
Actually he didnt exactly ignore me... me just wasnt talking to me as much, and when i was talking to him... it was like he wasnt really paying attention to me......
Anyway..... I aint mad... im glad! shows that he's doing his best to be the Best Daddy he can be for Ryan :)
I gtg pump milk... ;)