Im not speaking for myself, maybe im speaking for the few or many others who feel this way? 

We all know theres a point in life where u feel it sux shit, maybe ur depressed, feel its not going the way it should be or maybe feel it could be better. Some may even rather they die of cancer or some sort of quick death then go through their miserable lives day after day... We all know that its not the best solution, but sometimes you just feel theres no point.. or what else does life have to offer?

Im sure that some of you females have felt that maybe you're not a good enough gf, friend, mother, daughter or wife. Why is this so? could it be because its really true, or that its all just a misunderstanding, or cuz of someone or something else.? I can say they ive had quite a few opportunites that couldve benefited me through my years of breathing life... but why was it that i chose the other route? its like choosing fatty fast food over a healthy home cooked meal. 

Have you ever heard a guy say to his friends or to you, that a man should not bring problems from work or money matter back home? Its all a load of bull crap from what i think. When a man starts a stable relationship or is married everything changes, from the way they talk to the way they treat you. To some it could be good and to some it could be bad. 

Depression and anger sometimes leads to suicide, or maybe some stupid things may be done. Having someone to talk to, to understand you, could help... but... if only u had that kind of person to let it all out to. Silence and letting all your depressions/unhappiness and emotions roam inside of you could or maybe be the right thing to do... 

Some may have experienced getting blown at for doing the things that they do, or maybe getting told off for things that they never intended to happen. People do things for a certain reason, it could be their hobby, likes or thats just the way they are. Not everything a person does is out of pleasure and for others to look at or to please people. Like for example, a person may buy a luxury car, purpose is because they like the quality and comfort... But to others they think that this person bought it for the style, for people to envy and look at. Theres a difference, and whether people choose to think what they wanna think or to maybe evaluate is all up to them.

I think the only person who will understand a person, is they themselves. Me myself and you yourself. No matter how much u try to explain, show your feelings, how hard you work or how much stress you go through... only you yourself will know. People can say they understand... but do they really?

Life is just full of questions waiting to be answered... and mine... may never be answered. That is why, i choose to be silent and either let it burn me into an inferno... or open its doors to happiness.