Went to see the doc early today... Did a Pap smear test... gawd dammit it hurt a lil! i think im still a lil fragile :(
I was already planning on asking him to give me BCP's but he suggested it himself hehe! I know ive said crap bout BCP's, but this is different. Im married and i only do it with my husband... i know he's clean and so am i. So we're not afraid of nothing. If u got sumn to say or disagree... "I dont give a fuck."
Anyway, its my 1st time takin them, so yeah. I dont plan of having another baby right now, or in a few yrs time. My hubby wants another one, not now.. but sometime. Im currently not so syked bout getting preggy. Ive had enough for now lol!
Just thinking bout the whole pregnancy and birth thingy gives me the heebie geebies! I dont even know when ill get my figure back... so NO BABIES for now.. till im ready! hehe!
I dont even mind just having 1 baby... but anyhow.. if.. and when time goes by, we decide to have another one.. then yeah...
I did the deed hehe! Gawd my legs were shaking! think its been a while thats why :p