Hmm.. Ive decided to make this a Pregnancy + Personal blog hehe!!!

Anyway, havent updated this thingy in ages! I have practically no time for a lot of things now. But obviously i wouldnt neglet my hubby. Thats one thing u should never do if ur married.
Ryans bein naughty lately... crying and getting annoyed alot, but thats normal... i read that, thats his way of getting ur attention.
Sleepless nights? Well, most of the time... but we do manage to get atleast some sleep!
When my mum leaves (On the 12th Feb) thats like only a few days from now... things will be abit harder for us, cuz we wont have anyone to help us anymore.
Some may think or say get a babysitter/nanny... well i dont want to. I dont trust anyone with my baby. Only people that are close and that i know.. ill let them hold, touch, carry or look after.
Im over protective maybe, but hey... thats my job! Imma mother, and i wont let anything happen to my baby. Unlike some stupid fucks who dont know what being a parent/s is all about. Makes me sick sometimes humph!

Anyway... its nearly 6 weeks, and ill be seeing my doctor!!! "Yay!!!" I guess some are wondering why im excited? Well..... Im happy to see him cuz i wanna hear him say "You've healed and you can have SEX now..." LOL! Yes... i cant wait to have sex! & im sure my hubby cant wait either Lmao! If he doesnt feel the same then he's just wierd and ill be mad! hehe!!!
Another reason to be happy, is that ill be given the green light to start exercising. Some say after 1 mth u can exercise, but i dont wanna risk it.. i might damage myself in a way... so id rather wait :D