Hmmmmmmmmmmm.............. Im still depressed with my situation. But in a way im a little happy to know what it is and that itll eventually go away.
At first i was really scared cuz i had no idea what it was and if ill have it forever. ive had sleepless nights, and finally now... i can have a good sleep and not wake up or cry!
But i do still wake up around 6-7am cuz im still feeling a lil itchy.
In a way... this horrible experience has made me not ever wanna get pregnant again! I know its not the baby that caused this reaction. But i just cant go through this again.
Its strange how PUPPP occurs and 70% of women who get PUPPP will have baby boys.
I might have another baby... i dont know. All i know is that ONE baby is enough for now!
And another thing i know is that ill never touch stretch marks creams/ lotions/ oil ever again! ill rather have stretch marks than fucken ugly huge rashes!

The reason why my condition is so bad is bcuz i have PUPPP's and also bcuz i used that stupid Palmers coco butter stretch marks cream.
The doc said that it wouldnt be so bad if i didnt use that cream.... how sad! I am sad!

I hate my tummy! I hate the way i look now! I just hate it!!!